subway steak sandwich
chilled Out @ SMU after wOrk.
really miss campus life & late nights Out.
Monday, February 27, 2006
Embråciñg Campus Lifê
subway steak sandwich
chilled Out @ SMU after wOrk.
really miss campus life & late nights Out.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
cOnfused?¿
are yOu? what is that abOut? tired? sick and tired? yOu used tO gO On abOut fairness. life isn't fair. relatiOnships are nOt either. what dO yOu want? being wishy-washy abOut everything is nOt the way tO gO. yOu can't handle it. dOes taking time Off make any difference? what dO yOu want frOm me? it hurts sO much. letting the days pass by thrOugh yOur silence and inactiOn. tell me. where dO we gO frOm here? i dOn't want tO be strangers within tOuching distance. i dOn't want tO let the tears fall. i dOn't want tO put On a facade and be "just friends". dO away with the strOng frOnts; fOrcing smiles thrOugh pain. make it a swift, clean cut and let the healing begin.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
bOöZe
FUBR
did a dbl O and zOuk.
it's been a while since the party animal was unleashed.
wanted tO start slOw, breathe in the atmOsphere *cOughs*... 1 tequila shOt... next, tequila sunrise... 6 mOre tequila shOts and 1 liquid blue Over the next 4 hOurs. nOt sure hOw time passed sO fast. was bending Over the tOilet sink sOOn enOugh while jO slept cOmfOrtably On the cOuch. gOt sOmeOne tO get her back since i'm nOt any better myself. it was 2am. impulse brOught me Over tO zOuk and thank gOd fOr that. had the mOst incredible & liberating (is this the right wOrd?) chat with sOmeOne very clOse tO heart. he made me understand hOw twO peOple can sit silently next tO each Other and feel that they had the best cOnversatiOn in life. shan't elabOrate here. gOt back arOund 6.15am tOday and again, fOund myself regurgitating everything dOwn the sink. despite being utterly disgusted by the taste Of tequila, salt and lemOn, there's still this urge tO inject sOme mOre bOOze in my system. clOset alcOhOlic?¿
can't describe hOw i'm feeling. a numbing-ache. OxymOrOnic.
