mOnday bLueS...

feeling Of lethargy again. when can i EVER get Over this crap?! dragged myself tO the Office. tempOrarily relOcated tO sOme Other vacant cubicle. talk abOut sense Of belOnging. *sneers* never mind... at least i have my Own table. argh. OngOing mutatiOn intO a grOuch. aching everywhere. tired all Over, in every dimensiOn, every aspect. becOming unbearably whiney. a spa treat, hOney? ^.^ just kidding.

cOuch pOtatOed a little Over the weekend. fOrgettable shOws 'cept fOr the haunting hOrrOr Of witnessing Our "GORGEOUS" miss wOrld participant. where did she cOme frOm?!? imagine the anticipatiOn Of OOgling at the eligible cOntestant, Only tO recOil in deep traumatic shOck. further discussiOn? unnecessary.

munching On plain crackers. lOw-calOrie stuff tO jumpstart metabOlism. the feeling-fat-phase i presume. pOwer Of the media. culture Of thinness. flawlessly manicured slim & trim bOdies. cOmmOn sense that the images were airbrushed. created their desired impact nevertheless. depressing.

PërmånènCe

exhaustiOn. sleep eluded me. dark eye circles petitiOning tO becOme permanent fixtures On my face. *gasps* this cannOt be! i guess it's times like this when my species start tO respOnd tO appeals Of cOmmercial ads fOr "XYZ miracle cream"... etc. nah. still nOt swayed. anyway yOurs truly dOes nOt have a healthy back balance tO speak Of. such tragedy.

can't even garner the energy tO crap. fOOd... need tO snack. pal, yOu shOuld share yOur kilkenny & lay's chips... selflessness is a virtue! ;p

Quickiê?¿!

feel like bitching abOut wOrk tOday. it's lunchtime. the peOple are still nice & cOrdial... = nO backstabbing needed. dOn't take it persOnal. hanging Out with men in their prime is interesting. they are humOrOus, smart, gentlemanly, charismatic... they OOze sex appeal in sOme way Or anOther. dOn't ask me why. nevertheless, at the same time, they can be bOring... taking their wOrk tOO seriOusly. well, can't blame them can i? earning 10k mOnthly i'm sure they have their burden Of respOnsibilities... but cOme On... lunch time shOuld be a well-deserved break dOn't yOu think? lunch time: "lets's make it a quick One". a casual invite amOng cOlleagues fOr a jOg: "let's dO a quick One". favOurite phrase Of the finance manager. led me tO wOnder if he's this seriOus back hOme. wife: "hOney... shall we? (prOvOcative glare)". hubby: "Ok. let's make it a quick One". Oh man...

dining with cOlleagues can be a pain. attempts tO fill vOids with cOnversation. car talk. Office speech. grapevine. the envirOnment here is great but peOple seem tO maintain wOrking relatiOnships rather than building friendships. sustenance Of permanent interests. feels kinda shallOw. superficial. this IS the cOrpOrate wOrld.

Oh well. back tO happy thOughts. abOut a week tO the end Of schOOl term fOr many. ahhh... partial liberatiOn fOr them, and myself. finally.

Cheër up deäR

i'm a pOtatO & i LOve yOu!

båck tO baSics

an uneventful lOng weekend. still gOOd nOnetheless. made the decisiOn tO rid myself Of the highlights On my crOwn. ObviOusly the guys didn't nOtice the change. dark sOft brOwn fOr nOw. ewww... tOO bOring fOr my liking. tOO bland. tOO dark. tOO unexciting. shall spOt a new cOlOur fOr 05! hOOrah.

can hardly wait fOr the semester exams tO cOnclude. free the guys frOm schOOlwOrk, thus the materialising Of much-anticipated activities. perhaps a chalet, trip tO KL, BBQ, stayOvers, Xmas!!! Oh man... i simply adOre the christmas seasOn. i LURVE it! sOme quiet get-tOgether wOuld be great. alas!... the cOn Of wOrk life has gOt tO be the inability tO jOin prOgrams which fall On weekdays. tis the seasOn tO be jOlly, falalalalalalalala...

stOned gaZe

Oh man... dying fOr sOme sleep. a pOwer nap @ wOrk? nah... nOt pOssible. thOugh it's still Officially 7 pathetic minutes tO the cOnclusiOn Of lunch break. it's been a while since i last blOgged. this IS wOrking life i guess. 0900-1730hrs spent in the cubicle-style wOrk area staring at the cOmp nOn-stOp. dO i still have the mOOd tO blOg @ the usual wee hOurs Of the mOrnin'? absOlutely nOt! i dOn't even know what tO talk abOut... 'cept that i lOve the wOrk envirOnment here & there's the persistent feeling Of uncertainty. i'm Only here as a temp. what wOuld i be dOing 3 mOnths frOm nOw? tsk tsk... *shakes head* it's... it's just... sO sad!!!

had the OppOrtunity tO meet up with jO & her friend On wednesday evening. had a feast alright. alfredO pasta (puny serving), pizza, fish & fries... was stuffed.



it was great. been a while since we met & sOrry, i'm still as crappy as ever!!! but... i mean, yOu've survived 3 whOle years in uni with me what's the span Of a few hOurs? gOt back clOse tO 1am. was sO exhausted. slept a tOtal Of 12 hOurs! thank gOOdness fOr deepavali. just that it's OppOrtunity cOst Of a day's wage. same gOes fOr the cOming mOnday.

gOtta say adiOs fOr now! dOn't wanna be seen skiving. Oh heck, they prObably knOw it since i have nOthing assigned fOr me tO cOmplete tOday. mOst peOple wOuld prObably say that it's gOOd tO get paid tO dO nOthing, but it's sO meaningless. bOring. & bOredOm kills...

tOO wåSted, tOO sOÖñ

wild friday nite. binge drinking. OverwOrking Of internal Organs. despite knOwledge Of my alcOhOl intOlerance i fOrced the drinks dOwn in gulps sO as tO experience the euphOric "high". gOt mOre than i asked fOr → tOO wasted tOO sOOn. numbed cerebellum. struggled tO balance On high heels. cOuld barely hear the music. grOOved a little. laughed a lOt. yes, my friends... i'm sOrry i was F.U.B.R. such a waste. and F*** yOu!!! the bastard whO tOuched my butt. i swear i wOuld have slapped yOu damn hard right acrOss yOur face & knOck Off yOur twO frOnt teeth. argh!!! F*** yOu!!!